Slippers & Chains Excerpt #AtoZChallenge #AprilA2Z ‘S’


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Excerpt time!

I feel like it’s been ages since I promised you guys this. And, to be honest, I may have to take the post away at a later date, but for now, here is an excerpt of Slippers & Chains as it stands currently.
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Karen tried to stretch her arms above her head. Bars of metal, half an inch thick prevented her reaching more that six inches beyond her hair. She grunted gave up and turned her gaze to Dan instead.

“Now,” he said, eyes gleaming to match his wicked grin. “Let’s put that pretty mouth of yours to work.” He moved closer and unfastened the top button of his jeans. The belt, discarded long ago, lay across the bed like a flat leather snake. “Come.”

Obedient and eager, Karen shifted onto her knees and crawled forward. Her head bumped the top of the cage several times, but it didn’t stop her pressing flat to the bars and reaching through them with one hand. The tips of her fingers scraped Dan’s bare thigh and a shudder rippled through them both.

“I can’t reach,” she whined.

“Try harder.”

She did. Her wrists clanked against the cage bars, pinning her shackled hands in place an agonising three inches too far away. “Please, Sir. Come closer.”

Dan laughed and dropped his trousers, kicking out of them completely. The boxers went next and he stood before her gloriously naked and ready. Still laughing, he stepped forward and pressed his hips against the top of the cage.

Karen whimpered and tilted her head back, extending her tongue to run it along the salty underside of his cock.

The laugh stopped, strangled out of existence by a low moan at the back of his throat.

The phone rang.

“God damn!”

Though she suspected that Dan’s irritation surpassed hers, Karen raised her eyebrows at his outburst. She watched him snatch the phone off the dresser and raise it to his ear, wedging it against his shoulder. “What? … Sorry, but you’re interrupting. … No, I am glad to hear from you, Mum.”

Lead weights dropped into Karen’s stomach.

“I’m fine, just spending some time with Karen. … My girlfriend. … Yes you do, I talk about her all the time. You’ve met her.”

He began to pace around the cage, a large circuit which past the bed against the far wall, the bookcase and drawers opposite and the wardrobe on the right. Karen watched him move, the strong strides of his naked legs a bizarre contrast to the whine in his voice.

“I’m in the middle of something now, Mum. … Yes, of course. … She’s here with me.”

Karen couldn’t hold herself back. “Tell her to get lost!”

Dan raised a warning finger.

She stuck out her tongue and folded her legs beneath her, dropping back into a sitting position with the handcuff chains dangling in her lap. Her repeated sighs warmed the bare skin on her forearms and ruffled the dark coil of hair hanging into her face.

On the far wall, the wall clock marked out each passing second, each private moment stolen by yet another untimely phone conversation.

“Mum, this really isn’t the best time.”

“Too right,” though low, Karen knew her voice carried. “We’re meant to be playing.”

Again Dan raised his finger, though this time he added a sharp stare. Moments later he turned his wrist to glance at his watch. “That’s twenty minutes away; why didn’t you call sooner?” His next pause was the longest yet and Karen felt the tension of it tickle her skin.

“Shouldn’t you be in an ambulance then?” Dan shoulders slumped forward. “Okay. I’ll come get you. Bye.”

“What the hell?” Karen burst out, as soon as the phone was gone

“Mum and Dad are on their way. They’re at Market Harborough now.”

“We’re a bit busy here.” Rolling her eyes, Karen lifted her shackled hands into view. She tugged them apart until the chain between them stretched taut. “Can’t they get a cab?”

“Dad hurt his foot. Something about falling on the stairs.”

“Shouldn’t he be in an ambulance, then?”

“That’s what I said, but Mum think he’s fine. You know what she’s like.”

“Too right I do. Did you know they were coming?”

“No, this is as much a surprise to me as it is you.” Dan reached through the cage bars and stroked her head. Before she could enjoy the sensation, he pulled away and retrieved his boxers from on top of a pillow. “No idea what she wants, but it’s better for all of us if I just go.”

“She can’t take a cab?”

He gave her a look. “You have met Mum, right?”

Karen glared at the floor. “Why does she have to spoil this? It’s been weeks since I had you all to myself.”

“What about Monday?”

“I said myself. I don’t want to share you with the rest of your library.”

Trousers next. He pulled them on and while pushing the belt back through the loops, gave her a lop-sided grin. “Come on, you loved it. Hannah and Rebecca did too.”

Staring at her fingernails, Karen tried to construct a response that fit. Several different ideas came to mind, but none of them felt particularly helpful. “I’m sure they did,” she said at last, “but I don’t see why it always has to be us and someone else.”

“It’s fun.”

“Yes, but-”

“What’s the problem then? It’s not like you don’t benefit from my Slave Library.” Dan began to search the floor. As he went, he stacked a pair of nipple clamps and two black floggers on the dresser. “All those pretty women….”

“What are you doing?”

“Key. You need to get dressed.”

Karen gave a sly smile. “You mean you don’t want your folks to see me in your favourite outfit?” She clattered the chain of the handcuffs and kicked her feet around until the spreader bar she wore clanged against the sides of the cage.

“I can’t think of anything more horrific.”

“I can.”

He chuckled. “I should spank you.”

“Please!” Said Karen. “I’m begging!”

“You’re in so much trouble when I get you out here.” He picked up a last coil of rope and tossed it on the bed. A cloud crossed his face. “Oh.”

“What now? They don’t want to stay the night, do they?”

He faced her. “Yes, but that’s not it. Remember how we used to joke about how long you’d last in there just eating soup?”

Karen snorted. “I believe messing with my food is on the black list, Sir.”

“I know, but there’s a possibility we’re about to find out anyway.”

“The key?” Karen’s mouth dropped open. She scrambled to the end of the cage and shoved her fingers through the gaps. “You’ve not?”

Dan nodded.

“Where’s the spare?”

“I’m not sure.”

“You’re not-” A cold bead of sweat trickled down Karen’s spine. “How can you not be sure?”

He shrugged. “It used to be in this little cup here and now it isn’t.

“How the hell do I get out without the key?”

How indeed, Karen. Mwa ha ha ha ha haha ah aha hahaaa!

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Ronrey #AtoZChallenge #AprilA2Z ‘R’


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Writing can be so lonely. You lock yourself away (if you’re lucky) in a private space (if you’re really lucky) and stare at a screen or blank piece of paper for hours. Distractions disrupt the creative flow so you hang a sign on the back of your head telling various family members to do their own washing, cook their own dinner (or order pizza), and generally stay the hell away until you’ve achieved your minimum word count for the day.

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You might blog. Maybe you’ve arranged a schedule of posts for once a week, or three times a week and you painstakingly craft each post. Then you sit back and watch your daily hits trickle into the 1s and 2s. They day it hits double figures you nearly keel over, until you realise that those hits were just you trying to correct errors on one of your pages before signing in.

Lonely.

Ileandra and I have been at this for three and a half years and, let me tell you, the first two of those were very lonely indeed. Now, our daily hits regularly reaches double figures and the interaction between ourselves and you in lively and healthy. It’s a wonderful feeling. Suddenly, we’re not alone and talking to ourselves. You talk back to us when you visit our online home and we head out and visit yours. We sit together and chat and slurp from cups of virtual tea (or vodka… I’d prefer vodka). It’s wonderful.

This post is for all of you newer bloggers out there. Those of you still trying to build an audience and find people to talk to.

The loneliness doesn’t last forever.
Promise.
You might spend months, or even years, talking to yourself out here on the internet, but the key is persistence. And interaction. You have to go out and find people. Talk to them. Visit their blogs. Like their posts. Enter their competitions. Comment. All those things you’re hoping that people will do to you are those things that will bring people to you if you start the ball rolling.

Challenges like this A2Z are an excellent idea. You meet (virtually anyway) so many interesting people. And, if you come at the challenge with the right attitude, it’s likely that you’ll find a bunch of new followers and blogging friends too.

I don’t have thousands upon thousands of followers. Some of my posts don’t get any comments. But there is a very clear and loyal following that I do have, made up of a small cluster of awesome bloggers that I’ve come to know over time. These people are great and I hope that I do for them what they do for me.

Yes… writing and blogging can be lonely. But it doesn’t have to be. Step out there, make a connection. Make friends. Have fun with it.

Isn’t that what we’re supposed to be doing with our lives anyway?

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Questioning Yourself #AtoZChallenge #AprilA2Z ‘Q’


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green question markQuestioning yourself. Not so much about whether you’re right or wrong, but your abilities. I do this all the time.

In fact, after Liar’s League back in March, I came home and asked Dave (bearing in mind he was in bed and trying to sleep) if he thought I was a snob. I asked him this because I listened to those stories and left the venue adamant that I could do better. Convinced that if I were to submit something that it would stand a pretty good chance of being selected as a performance piece because my writing is of a better calibre. That’s what was in my head.
So I came home, all twitchy and nervous trying to figure out if that made me snobbish, confident or arrogant. Or all three.

I still haven’t figured it out, but I do feel that this isn’t what most folk worry about when they question themselves. It certainly wasn’t what I had in mind when I picked the title of this blog post.

I wanted to talk about insecurity and whether or not I’m good enough for what I’m trying to do and if, in actual fact, Raven and I have made a huge mistake.

Talk about a switch.

I still want to discuss those things because they’re linked. It does all come back to self-confidence.

I decided to self publish when I got sick of the repeated rejections of agents who ‘liked what they saw’ or ‘couldn’t place the story’ or ‘didn’t think there was a market’ for my ideas. I also saw the success of other self published authors and realised, control hog that I am, that this is probably a better route for me. I can go as fast or as slow as I like, decide on what goes what way and all the risk is mine. Meaning that all the success is mine too. I liked that part.

But am I good enough to do it? Do I have enough time to do it? Will I earn enough to make it viable? Is it fair to keep writing in the time I do have spare, rather than looking for more reliable part time work to help support my family?

These are questions I battle with every day and I still don’t have enough answers.

cute cartoon penguine at a computer from OpenClipArtThere’s no pressure from Dave for me to go back to the 9-5 grind. He certainly prefers that I’m here with the boys, rather than working, being miserable and then spending all the money I do earn on childcare (which is exactly what would happen). There’s no pressure from any body else either; just praise and pride that I’m doing something that they either wish they could do, or know I’ve wanted to do for a very long time.

This is another one of those things were the problem is all in me.

Am I good enough?
No idea. I’ll find out as I go.

Do I have enough time to do it?
Not really, but you make time for the things you love, don’t you?

Will I earn enough to make it viable?
I’m not JK Rowling or Stephen King, but I will, one day be able to pay bills with my writing. I’ve already done that with non-fiction pieces, so I know it is possible.

Is it fair to keep writing in the time I do have spare, rather than looking for more reliable part time work to help support my family?
See above. 😛

Heh, okay… then what about my reaction to the Liar’s League writers?

What do you think? Am I snobbish, confident or arrogant? Or all three?
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Photo Paraphernalia #AtoZChallenge #AprilA2Z ‘P’


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I’ve always loved that word. I don’t know why.
Paraphernalia….
Just gives the impressive of lots and lots of stuff and that this stuff is really mega important or just so interesting that it has to be given a stupidly long word.
Paraphernalia.

Anyway.

We’ve been talking about these photos for long enough, I think it’s about time you got to see them.

Grace did such a fantastic job on our photo shoot that, in truth, I’d love to be able to show you all the pictures. But with something like 300 to pick from that’s probably not the best idea in the world. So I’ve picked out some of our favourites.

And yes, I’ll be showing off both mine and Ileandra’s pictures today. She didn’t want to ‘waste’ a post doing the same thing I’m doing when I could just as easily put both sets here.
Humph.
Glory hog.
Anyway… mine first:

Raven In A Door

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This is probably my favourite picture of the whole selection that got edited. Something about the way she caught the light in the door and the play of shadows. Especially the neat trick of sucking the colour out of me and leaving it elsewhere. Gotta love colour splash.
I’m not normally one to gush about this stuff, but… screw it; she’s a very talented photographer.

And Ileandra’s favourite:

Ileandra with staff

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She got props. I’d be annoyed about that, but I got funky tights and horns, so… nyah.
I get the impression she’ll be using this one a lot. In banners, on press kits and cards. The background is quite sparse, meaning you can do all sorts of interesting things with it. I’m looking forward to seeing what she decides on.

For the rest, I have a few more images that I’ll do in a gallery. You can just click through it as you like.


And yes… before you saying anything, there are more of me, than Ileandra. This is my post. 😛

Oh… we also had a bit of fun. The guys over at Fiverr really do know how to work the tools of their trade. Check this out:

Ileandra with Raven looking back from the mirror

Photo Credit: Grace Elkin

Great, right? 🙂

Anyway, I hope you like them. And, again, sorry they took so long in coming. Have a good day!

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Open Or Closed Door? #AtoZChallenge #AprilA2Z ‘O’


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Open or closed door sex. I haven’t seen many conversations about this on the web, but I have been thinking about it a lot. I’ve just reached a chapter in editing SORB that read far more like something Raven would write on a tame day. I’ve read it three times now (twice last night, once this morning) and realised it’s an entire chapter devoted to nothing but this pair of people having sex.gasping/shocked/surprised face OpenClipArtThat’s not like me at all. But that’s not what’s leading me to remove the chapter. I’m going to remove it (and, frankly put, give it to Raven!) because it doesn’t move the story on. In any way. Sure, it’s nice, to see these two finally hook it up, especially after all the tension between them, but that’s it. There’s no information there, no movement of plot, just sex. So it has to go.

But it has me thinking.

Do my stories need sex at all? I’m sure in future, if such things end up happening in plot, then it will be written in, but that throws up yet another question. Closed door or open door? By closed door I mean the sort of thing you see in the old James Bond films…. Bond woos his lady, says a few sweet words and lowers her into the bed as the screen fades to black. You know it happened, but you don’t see it.
Open door is more like the newer Bond films… Daniel Craig tears the clothes off his latest squeeze and humps her all over the bed. Tehee.

Very different.

I’m yet to decide. So far, the stories I have lined up when trilogy is done, have no need of sex. So it won’t be there. The high fantasy piece I’ve talked about in brief, has one scene in which the fact that the protagonists have sex is pivotal, but even in the original draft I didn’t expand on the fact that they ‘kissed under the stars….’ There was no need and anything more would have been a mis-match with the tone of the rest of the book.

I guess that’s my answer. If it matches the tone of what has come before and what will come after, I’ll just write in the sex scenes if I want them. If to do so would be unusual and disruptive to the plot (as it is with SORB) then it shouldn’t be there.

But if/when that time comes, I think that project will likely become collaborative with Raven. Yes, yes, I know that’s weird, but I, as Ileandra, just can’t write sex the way she does. Different head space. The Shared Brain knows that, which is why we got separated in the first place.

What do you think? Does fantasy (traditional, urban, epic, whatever) have any space for sex scenes? Should they be there at all? Or do they distract from the story?
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