
Just had to do it. ^_^ Couldn’t help it. :p

Just had to do it. ^_^ Couldn’t help it. :p
Yes… we’re nearly there. Its now November 25 and I’ve just finished hopping up and down with glee. Glee unparalleled so far in my memory by the fact that I’ve managed to complete the project. And I have…. Kinda.
My currently .doc word count is 61,919, though NaNo‘s website counts me at 61, 959. Not much of a difference in truth, but interesting.
Anyways, I also know that even though I’ve made the word count, I still have a good few chapters to go before the novel is complete in itself and I think I would still like to do that within November if I can. That will mean that I can return to Silk Over Razor Blades clean and fresh and buzzing in a way that nothing else makes me buzz.
And… for your viewing pleasure… here are the badges I gleefully downloaded today as part of my ‘winner goodies.’
And then…. when I’m bored of that, maybe a bit like this:
PEACE!!! xXx
😀
Yes, its important to me. Particularly at a time in my life when lots of things are hard and painful and annoying and sad and difficult. Its important to say thank you.
So… to remind me that its not all bad; here are my thank yous.
Dear Universe,
Thank you for my health, my job, my family, my friends, my own sense of optimism, my pride, my self worth, my home, my own sense of humour, the knowledge that things don’t always stay the same and the maturity I have to deal with that, the ability to take the bad with the good, the knowledge that those who get more than they deserve will eventually have to pay it back.Thank you for the more physical, practical and material things that make my day run smoother; a comfortable bed, a fabulous computer, a kitchen that functions, a bathroom that functions, a bike that stops me having to walk or take the bus, a good pair of shoes when my trainers give out on me, good, clean clothes that fit and are comfortable, pens when I want them, paper when I want it, a mobile phone that gives me music on the go and a stereo at home for music in the house, a games console to waste a few hours decompressing and relaxing while charging little 3d character’s into holes, an extra set of duvets for that comfortable bed because its now FRIKKIN FREEZING at night.
Thank you for the creative outlets I have which stop me going absolutely bonkers; two – oh yes, not one but TWO weekly radio shows, my drawing, my writing, my RPGs and my one of project of fabulous must-do-it-again-next-year doom!.
Thank you for the people who love and care and cherish me, my talent and my company, things which, though they might seem small on paper, or a great boost to flagging moral. The people who understand and encourage and believe in what I do, even by saying something as small and simple as ‘So, what is it you’re doing again?’
Thank you for the growing confidence and assuredness I feel in my ability to write well and be received positively by my audience. Thank you for the dream which, through this blog and various other means I will eventually achieve by seeing my name on a book spine on the shelf of book stores across the world.
Yours Truly
Ileandra Young
Yep. ^_^
That about covers it I reckon.
And, to add to that, there are of course, thanks for the growing list of readers of this blog. It is important to me that you know you are welcomed and wanted here and that I value each and every hit my site statistics tells me I’ve had on a daily basis. You all mean a lot to me:
Dear Readers,
Thank you for joining me on my journey of self understanding, growth and maturity. Thank you for sticking by me and being open to questions and the requests for feedback Thank you for taking the time to have a peep at what I’m up to, even if its just to see what on earth I’m rambling about today. Thank you for not judging, or, if you do, keeping it to yourself :p. Thank you for your positivity and support.Just… thank you.
Ileandra! x
I think, now that I’ve rambled enough, I’ll make sure my next entry is something of an update report, either on the proper completion of my NaNo Project, or returning to work on Silk Over Razor Blades.
Peace outtie peeps! xXx
Good grief, I’ve done it! I’ve actually done it! As of 10.50pm on 16/11/2010 my NaNo project stands at 51,131 words. Hell YES!
I never thought I’d manage to get this far. I didn’t think I’d be able to keep up the flow. Much less did I think I’d be able to write a story that would stretch that long, but, not only that, its stretched that long and there’s more to go. I’m not done. I’ve got stacks to get through!
My word counter, assuming I’ve got my HTML right, looks like this:
This should update as I continue to update my word count, giving you a rolling look of how the story is progressing.
and I’m so, so, so, so happy I could just burst!
Its late now, and I wanted an early night, so I just wanted to use the chance to tell you how I’m getting on. I figured you’d be interested, especially since the sooner I get through the NaNo, the sooner I can get back to Silk Over Razor Blades. 😀
Outtie.
Its amazing. I can hardly believe just how WONDERFUL it feels!!!
Yesterday, I visited LWC to sit in on the meet and enjoy the readings. I’m sorting out membership now, just need to pay up and that will add me to the forum and mailing lists and all sorts of other gubbins. But yesterday I decided that the time had finally come to read something of my own.
Last time I read something, it was a joint piece that me and my dear, dear cackly friend have been writing together on Facebook. Its been a while since I’ve written anything for that, really, so I really should look into that, but in the meantime, I’ve had NaNo to deal with.
Anyways, yesterday I took LWC a sample from the first chapter of Silk Over Razor Blades. It was the sample I sent to Rod for him to take a peep at and decide how my writing style and sophistication suited the group. It had a couple of my corrections and edits in it. I read the section just after Ian and Nick finish filming and Ileandra is complaining about her costume for the club. Ray comes home and splutters all over her before revealing he is playing a horrible joke.
I read that and stood back and almost cringed waiting for the feedback.
IT WAS BRILLIANT! I can’t believe it – I guess I should, confidence girlie! – but it was all positive and constructive and wonderful.
They picked points that I’ve been thinking about for quite some time (or at least since Rod brought them up).
And then they talked about stuff I hadn’t even thought of:
And yet, more than that, was the fact that they brought some wonderful comments about the way the scene itself seemed to work:
So there we are. 😀
Be smiles and cheesy grins all around. Part of me isn’t too happy that I’m so thrilled at what these people think and yet the other part of me is sure that this is all part of the growth process. Its part of what makes me a writer. Because its not all going to be like this. There’s going to be scummy days and poor feedback and people who hate what I write. But I have to take that with the good. Its what I’ve chosen to do.