Yeah, we all know how this feels, right?

Well, I’m sitting here now, with Silk Over Razor Blades in front of me in its current form, I have the Avenue Q soundtrack blaring in the background – funny! – and I can’t focus. Well, I can, I just don’t want to in a way. I’m looking at the pages (153,650 words by the way – gaaaaah!) and feeling odd about changing it. And I know bits of it need to change. Lots of it needs to change. Less than last time, I suppose, but enough that I may well be here until January, what with full time work and NaNoWriMo to get through too. Its going to be a busy end to the year. -_-

In some weird kinda way, I guess I’m just scared to start. Its a big undertaking. I know that. Its enough to make me shudder, though that might be the cold. o.O And of course, instead of doing that, I’m sitting here writing to you lot. Nuts.

Okay, Illy, get a grip!
I’m going to do it. I’m going to start. Here we go!